Pure emptiness

In the clouds, everything seemed to fade out.
The ties that held me down seemed to break.
I was finally free from what kills me.
I could feel my lungs fill with air.
I could hear my heart sigh something that sounded like relief.
My head didn't bounce around in my skull.
My body was not weak feeling.
So why did i suddenly feel empty?
Shouldn't i be enjoying my freedom?
And even though I am, why does my emptiness resemble something else?
Is it that I miss someone special?
Or that i feel totally abandoned?
ha.. well it wouldn't be the first time i felt abandoned...