Trapped

I want to get out

I've been stuck here for so many years

Things get harder and harder to do

I find myself gasping for breath at times

And other times overwhlemed by the air around me

I need to get out

I've been down here for so long i can't seem to remember what it was like

To be free

To not have this weight on me

Pushing me farther and farther down

Till my body breaks

Please

Can anyone help me out

I'm so lost down here alone

I'm so broken

I'm so trapped

I've been thinking

About you
How much i hate you
How much i want your attention
How much i can't stand to be around you anymore
How much i want to be accepted by you
How much you owe me

Sweet Love

I love it when you play with my hair when i'm sitting next to you

I love when you run up behind me and wrap those arms around me

I love it when i catch you staring and smiling at me

I love when you send me a random text that makes me smile

I love it when you kiss my hand

I love... you... Period

Burned

I finally got free of you

Took all the memories of you and burned them

Burned all the things holding me back

And as i walked home from the spot i burned them

I felt absolute freedom

I felt the chains you had me in crumble

You don't control me anymore

You can't haunt me anymore

I am finally free of you

I won't care

I won't let myself care about this.

I won't allow myself to be betrayed by this.

I won't have my mind linger on this.

I won't care about this!

I WON'T!!

GET OUT!

I've got to get out!

Before i loose my mind!

Before i loose myself!
I've got to get out!

Before i finally do it!

Before i finally die!

I've got to get out!
Before i actually try to!

Before i actually loose you!

on a falling star

whats the point in wishing?

nothing ever comes out of it.

no one has gotten their wish on a falling star.

no one has gotten their wish from a wishing well

WHATS THE POINT?!?

all you get is disappointment